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HER JAZREEL LOO. being called JAZ or "LULU". turning eighteen on 06SEP. VIRGO. realistic cheerful and friendly. jazz_loo_91@hotmail.com/ jazreelloo@gmail.com previously from SVPS/ CCKSS. currently, NGEE ANN POLY - NURSING. CLICK HERE OR ALT-F4 IF YOU HATE ME. ILOVES `MY FAMILY `JACKY n JAYJAY - DOG `PIANO, OBOE `MY HAPPY FAMILY `MY BABE - denise* `ALL MY BESTIE(s) `MOJO `THE PROFOUND-ERS (5/2'08) `MUSIC `PHOTOGRAPHY `ORANGE/YELLOW/RED/GREEN `TO DREAM IWISHES `MORE MONEY `A NEW PIANO `AN OBOE `TO HAVE A DIGITAL CAMERA `A NEW WALLET COMMENTS LINKS JULIA SIS (: JEWEL SIS (: HUMAIRA (: JOLENE (: LOUIS (: ALVINA (: JERLYN (: NICOLE (: WAN TING (: CCKWINDS (: ALEXIS ANGELINE CHUN TING (: DANIEL NG (: IRFAN LIYANA MELISSA PEI ZHEN RACHEL SEOK XIAN SIOK KAN WANYEE (: WEI ZHEN WHEELYNN YUAN QING ALVIN EEHWA (: EMILY JESSIE JUNJIE MARVIN QIAN YUN SALLY VALARIE WEI CHONG WEI XIAN WENDY YU JING (: YU YANG YUAN TING :) BRAIN DICKSON (: HASINA JINGYING RACHEL LIM RAINER (: SHERYL (: ALIF :) AUDREY HUIMIN JIA XIANG LIVIA MELISA SIOKYIT ZHAN TIAN (: REWIND September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 CREDITS |
Thursday, September 24, 2009 @ 2:10 PM
now, im getting confused. i really dont know what im doing and thinking. what am i thinking? can anyone tell me? i hate to be confused and having no target/aim. this just make me even more confused. can someone just tell me what to do? today, im still rotting at home. omg. why my holidays so BORED! someone come and give colours to my holidays? btw, ytd i got my piano practical grade 6 cert. is not a worthy pass. serious. i know it myself. my pieces dont deserve such high marks. my sight reading. everything in fact. is all luck! my examiner is just a nice man to give me a risk pass. i thank him man! nice man indeed. :) i got all my scales wrong. totally wrong and he even state that. the whole scales part i did almost all wrong and the tempo was so not in grade 6 level. i knew it myself. i play even worst than my sister. but, her luck is just not that good to get the right examiner to help her. i know she might be feeling sad. but i feel even more unworthy about this. i know that i dont have the ability to pass this exam. i did not feel good about the pass! seriously, i just feel like re taking the practical. however, i got no more time to waste. i want to get my grade 8 asap. i can get some extra cash from there. maybe teaching kids. sorry sister, you might think that im "haolian-ing", but im not. i want to let you know that i dont want this pass in fact. because i know myself how high i can get. thinking for the past few days, i think i might want to continue studying nursing. after the attachment. learn alot of things. and get to see many things. i want to be someone extraordinary. i just cant stand some staff treating patients. i would like to be someone who can do both the part and showing care to patients. i dont want to be just a normal staff nurse who just busy with his/her paper work etc... :) although i said that i want to continue nursing, i would not forget what i want to do. i want to teach kids. i like kids alot. so, i would put all my hope in teaching piano for kids. and just kids! :D `confused. |
