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HER JAZREEL LOO. being called JAZ or "LULU". turning eighteen on 06SEP. VIRGO. realistic cheerful and friendly. jazz_loo_91@hotmail.com/ jazreelloo@gmail.com previously from SVPS/ CCKSS. currently, NGEE ANN POLY - NURSING. CLICK HERE OR ALT-F4 IF YOU HATE ME. ILOVES `MY FAMILY `JACKY n JAYJAY - DOG `PIANO, OBOE `MY HAPPY FAMILY `MY BABE - denise* `ALL MY BESTIE(s) `MOJO `THE PROFOUND-ERS (5/2'08) `MUSIC `PHOTOGRAPHY `ORANGE/YELLOW/RED/GREEN `TO DREAM IWISHES `MORE MONEY `A NEW PIANO `AN OBOE `TO HAVE A DIGITAL CAMERA `A NEW WALLET COMMENTS LINKS JULIA SIS (: JEWEL SIS (: HUMAIRA (: JOLENE (: LOUIS (: ALVINA (: JERLYN (: NICOLE (: WAN TING (: CCKWINDS (: ALEXIS ANGELINE CHUN TING (: DANIEL NG (: IRFAN LIYANA MELISSA PEI ZHEN RACHEL SEOK XIAN SIOK KAN WANYEE (: WEI ZHEN WHEELYNN YUAN QING ALVIN EEHWA (: EMILY JESSIE JUNJIE MARVIN QIAN YUN SALLY VALARIE WEI CHONG WEI XIAN WENDY YU JING (: YU YANG YUAN TING :) BRAIN DICKSON (: HASINA JINGYING RACHEL LIM RAINER (: SHERYL (: ALIF :) AUDREY HUIMIN JIA XIANG LIVIA MELISA SIOKYIT ZHAN TIAN (: REWIND September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 CREDITS |
Thursday, October 1, 2009 @ 9:51 PM
NOTE PEOPLE: change of URL. www.justme-jaz.onsugar.com `bye blogger. Tuesday, September 29, 2009 @ 11:34 PM
today, went to marsiling cc for band. just thought want to go there and lepak awhile. cause dont want to stuck in the fucking home. is like whole week last week and the whole day today. bored to death already. meet alif on the train and head down to woodlands and took bus to the cc. set up the oboe and started to try out. after slacking until 9.30 like that, firdaus asked me to go in and try out a piece. is like so long i didnt play, and the tone SUCKS! omg. damn sad. but i can say my sight reading improving already. as compared to last time. i can play the rhythm correctly with some assist from firdaus. lols. thanks. :D after the practice, headed home straight. is was not too bad a day. im improving my punctually! is like i said i would be home by 11pm yet, i was home by 11.03pm. as compared to last time, is like worst. will be home like only 11.30pm. some people just wont see that lah. still think that im late and not punctual! wth. whats the point? seriously.. is getting out of my nerves. im tired of this man. is like im 18, for god sake. why must i be home so early when the government cant really do anything to me? i can smoke, drink, go clubs. many things i can do. yea, i know im not yet 21 to be an adult. but is like, come on lah... i need some SPACE! freedom man. i know they care about me. but is a bit too much and tight. i cant breathe well man. :( now, im missing him again. since last wed until now didnt meet up. can only meet up on saturday i guess.. if he didnt go NS yet, i guess it would be the best holiday ever. spending more time with my love. ahh... i miss him lah.. guess now, he must be sleeping soundly already. poor him, everyday also so tired. want to msg also hard. nvm, im always understanding. lols. :) i love you my dear. :D `needs space to breathe. Sunday, September 27, 2009 @ 2:25 PM
i just realised that i didnt post my results in blog. i only post it on facebook. i thought didnt know until lala asked me. i did not too bad. i was pleased with my results however there is still disappointment. is not really what i expected to get. GPA was not within average. is like hard for me to pull through the next 2 years. just have to pray hard that i would be able to pull through myself and work harder. STRIVE! :D just hope that i can get a cert and graduate and get a stable job. now im into deep consideration of signing sponsorship with hospital. i just have no idea to sign with which hospital. if i sign now, 3 years of bond with them. well.. 3 years can say long but time flies fast. just afraid that i will not want to continue nursing then i will be so dead lah. need to pay back all the money that im sponsored. by seeing my results, i didnt do too well. might not be able to get sponsorship. sadded. :( i need cash. i need it so badly. no because i want to go shopping or what. but is like i dont want to burden my family already. since my parents say they think i spend too much. so must well, i just get a sponsorship instead of working and tired myself. wont it be better? at least i can pay my OWN PHONE BILL! i use how much, i pay how much. then own allowance i will give myself. still can go shopping, give parents some too. isnt that a good idea? thats why i want to sign the sponsorship quite badly. but thinking the 3 years of bond i a bit dont know whether want or not. which hospital should i sign with? thats the question! argh... alexandra hospital? ttsh? sighs... i might be going back school to get the form and fill in and the decide again with discussion with my parents and maybe friends.. alrights.. enough of sponsorship.. today, another day ROTTING at home! omg lah. im damn tired of this life man. thought monday would be going out.. seeing the situation like that, i doubt so. then guess it would be another day rotting. sians.. i dont mind go play pool again. omg.. ytd went. damn miss it lor. my "SKILLS" all gone. lols. (guess shabby will get it even parker) HAHAHA! :D tuesday night may be going to marsiling. still thinking whether to go back or not. i also like two months or more didnt touch my instrument. kinda of miss it. :) lastly.. today is wilson's birthday. HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY! :D i usually call him chimpanzee, but he doesnt like it. that was his nickname during secondary school time. lols. god bless him. :) `sponsorship. Thursday, September 24, 2009 @ 2:10 PM
now, im getting confused. i really dont know what im doing and thinking. what am i thinking? can anyone tell me? i hate to be confused and having no target/aim. this just make me even more confused. can someone just tell me what to do? today, im still rotting at home. omg. why my holidays so BORED! someone come and give colours to my holidays? btw, ytd i got my piano practical grade 6 cert. is not a worthy pass. serious. i know it myself. my pieces dont deserve such high marks. my sight reading. everything in fact. is all luck! my examiner is just a nice man to give me a risk pass. i thank him man! nice man indeed. :) i got all my scales wrong. totally wrong and he even state that. the whole scales part i did almost all wrong and the tempo was so not in grade 6 level. i knew it myself. i play even worst than my sister. but, her luck is just not that good to get the right examiner to help her. i know she might be feeling sad. but i feel even more unworthy about this. i know that i dont have the ability to pass this exam. i did not feel good about the pass! seriously, i just feel like re taking the practical. however, i got no more time to waste. i want to get my grade 8 asap. i can get some extra cash from there. maybe teaching kids. sorry sister, you might think that im "haolian-ing", but im not. i want to let you know that i dont want this pass in fact. because i know myself how high i can get. thinking for the past few days, i think i might want to continue studying nursing. after the attachment. learn alot of things. and get to see many things. i want to be someone extraordinary. i just cant stand some staff treating patients. i would like to be someone who can do both the part and showing care to patients. i dont want to be just a normal staff nurse who just busy with his/her paper work etc... :) although i said that i want to continue nursing, i would not forget what i want to do. i want to teach kids. i like kids alot. so, i would put all my hope in teaching piano for kids. and just kids! :D `confused. Wednesday, September 23, 2009 @ 3:38 PM
alrights, is really a long time since i blogged. around a week or two. finally is my time to say "hello" to my HOLIDAYS! attachment finally over. though is over, is a sad thing to me actually. through this attachment i learn quite alot of things. most important is the rapport between me and patients and staffs. without any rapport, everything cannot go into place correctly. a patient was touched that she even teared when i say goodbye with a get well soon card for her. i was also too emotional, eyes were filled with tears. okays, no more sad things. say about something happy! :D today just meet my darling. although is a short period of time only. is still nice of him to come over :) just now went back to ttsh to get something signed. was quite rush. after meeting him, went to ttsh straight. met up with alena adn kahsing. then chatted awhile and alena accompanied me go up to the interview room to get the thing sign. on the way back, saw susila! omg! miss her so much. so much things we need to update man. lols. both of us didnt go back band for a long time already. after the concert until now. is really damn long. then went home after a small chat. on the way home, was on the phone with julia. luckily got her, if not i would be bored! lols. :D had my lunch at home. now rotting again. since saturday i had been rotting until now. sians.. next week, for sure i will be out! out with friends, friends and friends. so many group of friends i would like to meet up with. next week would be meeting all my girlfriends, going for pool session! omg. my hand is itchy man! need to exercise. LOLS. :D also want to meet up with jannah, sabby and lala. miss those girls so much. :) `rotting. Monday, September 7, 2009 @ 5:35 PM
since a long time i last blog my blog. lols. ytd was my 18th birthday! i really thank denise, julia, song jun, dickson and rainer. 5th september: i went out around 4pm and when shisha with two pretty girls. denise and julia. the two of them accompanied me. i thank the two of them man. :D meet up with diana, kenneth, edison and jz. had fun. in the end, i saw hazfiz - my ex colleague. he was with his group from friends. played game with them. had quite some fun there. it was just nice that his friend, firman, birthday was that day. before i leave them and heading home, they sang a song for him and me. a bit ps sia. not a bit lah, quite a lot. lols. but is so nice of them, i dont really know them, yet they sang song for me. :D thanks guys. i the end, the 2 girls came over to my place for drinks. on the way home by train and at 12 midnight, the two of them kissed my cheeks. so sweet :) thanks girls. came over my place and 'ton'. did nothing much. just had some girls chat. i only manage to sleep for 3 hours like that only. so tired. but had fun. lols. they both headed home around 9am after a warm breakfast at my house the coffee shop. 6th september: ytd, went out with my 3 primary school friends. the 3 guys. standard the 4 of us. lols. went to plaza sing for movie and lunch. the movie was nice. oh yea, i meet up with val too. she was there with her cousin and sister. then she was sitting beside me. so cool. we didnt plan it. it was after a phone call from her. lols. after the movie, went to get rainer's itouch. then headed home for dinner with my family and the 3 of them. had some drinks. i didnt finish, and i puked! wth. but nvm, it was fun for the day. :D thanks to them. manage to get some sleep at 12midnight. tired man! today: was suppose to go for attachment but i overslept. cause the past 2 days didnt have enough sleep in fact. so i called up my CI and told her that im having a bad headache. so could not turn up. went to see doctor at 1.30pm. before that, meet up with my dear. :D so nice of him to accompany for hours. waited for my turn to consult the doctor for like 2 hours like that. consulting the doctor for only 5mins! lols. got a mc to present tml. i guess had a make up on saturday. if not i cannot complete my CA for this term's CA. he guess that i would blog this. half the reason i blog was because of him saying, another is i too long never blog already. lols. dear is going NS tml. going to miss him much. love you, my dear. kisses to you. must take good care of yourself k? `eighteenth birthday! `love you, my dear. Monday, August 31, 2009 @ 9:43 PM
today is the first day of attachment. was not too bad, although a bit bored of the orientation. lols. tml maybe cannot meet my dear. my shift, in fact, everyone change to, 8am - 4pm. actually was afternoon shift. but nevermind, at least can be with sabby. :D today, my PDA got problem. dont know what's wrong with it. until now still not sure. when charge, the PDA is very hot than usual. now trying to sync things again before going for attachment tml again. hope nothing goes wrong tml. if not i have to use the normal log book instead of my PDA. spend so much yet now become so troublesome! lols. i miss my dear so much. going NS soon. days are numbered. although can book out after dont know after how many months. within that time when you are in, we will not be contacting with each other much, afraid that i would feel empty without you. however, i still believe that we will never be apart right dear? love you. :D `empty |
